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We Talked About...Rape
03.25.04 (10:52 pm)   [edit]
So in my human sexuality class we talked about sexual coercion, specifically rape. One in three women will be sexually assaulted. That's a lot. Then it makes me wonder how many people i know that have been raped. I know of two, but how many are there that haven't told anybody? It got me thinking about that day with HIM. At the time I didn't want to call it that, I didn't want to mark it as THAT, but it was. It wasn't violent, but I said no, and he didn't listen. I never called it THAT. I just don't want to hate him for it, but maybe I should. No one knows. Just me.
 
Got Back My Midterm...Took Another One...
03.23.04 (12:33 am)   [edit]
Okay, so maybe I [i]did[/i] rock my midterm, and maybe [i]I[/i] did the ass kicking. Cause when I got back my midterm, I saw that beautiful 27 smiling back at me, I got my A. The class as a whole did really well, 12 A's, 17 B's, 6 C's, 1 D, and 1 F, or something like that.

Had my Astronomy lab midterm...that DID kick my ass.
DAMN!
 
Not So Bad...
03.21.04 (7:23 pm)   [edit]
Things aren't too bad, even though I did have a sucky day yesterday. Earlier this week I got to see Megan and Taylor, and that was the best thing ever. I miss the two girls so much and when they're here I hardly get to see them since I can't go to their house, in fear that Bobby will be there with Theresa. So anyway, I got to spend time with them, and that made me quite happy. :D

Wednesday, I had a major midterm for Middle Eastern History. Didn't rock it as much as I wish I had, but it didn't totally kick my ass. I find out tomorrow what I got. UGH.

Thursday, picked up Curita, went to the mall, went to voice lessons, went back to Curita's house to get something, went over to LBTC, ate at Lucille's, and then finished the night off with some play time at POWERSTATION. Gotta love that place!! It's so easy to blow like ALL your money there. Went home, got some sleep.

Friday, I had class, and I was supposed to go to the sheet music store with Steven after class, but he had a job interview, and so I went home. I should have gotten some sleep, but I didn't. Had work and had to close, that was a pain in the ass.

Yesterday, I woke up really early to open for work, went to Bobby's house first to see the girls one last time before they went home, and that was hard enough. I hadn't been inside that house for almost a year. It gets harder and harder. Then on the way to work, I had to merge into the lane, and a truck almost sideswipes my car, a big ass ALBERTSON'S truck. I swerve to avoid hitting it and then the guy behind me honks at me. Then I was running late for work, so I was not going to wait in that long ass line for the tram, so I walked, and got there just in time. Then I don't get my break until 3, which is hard to keep going for five hours straight. Then when I came back..I totally get fluffed...and not just fluffed...HARDCORE FLUFFED! So embarassing... I got home and just crashed, woke up, got food, and stayed up until 4:30.

Woke up today at 9, went to church, had lunch with my mom, and then the two of us headed over to Burbank. We watched the Passion, with Nancy and Janet, and then went back to Nancy's house to chat. We left around 5:30 and had to go back to where we had lunch because I left my jacket...thank GOD that someone found it and returned it. So now...I am home. I wanna get coffee, waiting for Rita give me a call. Or else..maybe just coffee by myself. 8)
 
Hard To Be Happy...
03.10.04 (10:48 pm)   [edit]
I never thought that I would say it is hard to be happy. I'm not just talking about the smiley type of happy, I'm talking about that euphoric feeling where it just takes over you. I haven't had too many of those moments in awhile.

I guess I'm happy when I'm singing, and when I get to perform for class. That makes me happy, but not terribly greatly happy. I'm kind of happy at work, depending on who I'm working with. I'm happy during my astronomy lab because I have fun working with my lab partner Ryan.

BUT..TODAY...I actually had that happy euphoric moment...and it felt so good. I was sitting in my History 171 class and she always has a reminder to turn off all cell phones, and all that stuff on her power point, and I checked my phone to make sure I put it on HUSH mode. I looked and it said I got a TEXT, and I've been getting a lot more lately. and I thought it would be my cousin, but I was surprised to see that it said BRYAN. Wow, just the first couple of words "HEY SEXY" made my day. Man, I sure do miss him. :wink: