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| 19 Days |
| 06.24.04 (10:53 pm) [edit] |
19 Days left before I go to New York.
So Liz is going but Rita still doesn't have a ticket. Reason is that she told me she couldn't go so the next morning Liz and I purchased tickets after my class. That night Rita called to tell me that she can go. WTF?
Not gonna deal with the drama.
Anyway, I feel EMPTY yet again. I feel like CRAAAAAP.
I feel so hollow.
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| Just Want To Be On Vacation |
| 06.18.04 (2:09 am) [edit] |
Have you ever felt like you just really don't want to be where you are? Well I've felt like that for the past four years with all the drama of my life, Bobby, Mike, James, and the rest of the issues I've dealt with. I've been in serious need of a vacation, and guess what...I get to go on vacation. I'm heading over to the East Coast with a couple of friends. Hmm, well that was a plan, but I think things have taken a turn.
It started off like this:
I asked Liz to go with me to New York.
Liz lags and doesn't ask her dad.
I panic and freak and try to think of other options.
Liz asks her dad and he says yes.
Liz and I discuss the Rita situation.
I end up asking Rita to go with us.
Rita's mom says maybe.
Rita's mom says we'll see.
I ask her to find out that weekend.
NO ANSWER.
Trip is in less than a month, still no definite response.
Still NO TICKETS.
I talk to Liz on the phone and ask her if she's heard anything from Rita, nothing.
I mention that maybe Rita is just scared to ask her mo again.
My brother says "YEAH LIKE SOMEONE" and Liz gets all quiet.
I think Liz is mad at me.
Liz doesn't call me back that day and is real weird online, kinda short.
Liz doesn't call me the next day either.
I call Rita to finally just ask her for her yes or no.
No answer, left a message on the machine, and no call back.
Liz is online, and she doesn't IM me, so I IM her.
Turns out that it's Liz's two sisters birthdays and that was probably why Rita didn't answer the phone, she was invited to Liz's house.
Confirms my suspicions that she's mad at me.
So it comes down to this:
I'll ask Rita tomorrow, and then I'll mention it to Liz.
If neither one of them want to go to anymore and if their mad at me...forget it.
I'll go without them.
At this point...FUUUCK THEM!
I didn't do anything wrong, I was just providing them with a place to stay on vacation. Sorry if I actually want to buy my tickets like a normal person.
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| It Could Be So Much Worse |
| 06.13.04 (3:09 am) [edit] |
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My mom is totally freaking out on me because I was supposed to get out of work at 1:30, but I didn't come home until 3:30. When she called me, I told her thatwe were waiting for Gina. She obviously wasn't listening to me. So she yelled at me on the phone, and then told me that if this was the way it was going to be at work, then I should just quit now. I wonder how long it took her to come up with that. She's pretty pissed off with me. Gloria and I were waiting for Gina because we didn't want her to walk by herself, how would my mom feel if I was walking by myself at 2 or 3 in the morning? It's not like I was partying, drinking, or having sex. I was at work. I wasn't doing anything fun. I was just talking to Gloria and Ceci. I think that maybe she doesn't believe that I was at work, but I mean where else would I be? I don't have a boyfriend, I'm not dating anyone, and I don't even kind of like anyone except the obvious, and well we all know that I wouldn't be with him and I haven't even talked to the ex in a month, so it's not like I was anywhere but WORK.
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