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| 08.16.04 (5:01 pm) [edit] |
I tried to post on this thing twice but everytime I'd add a smiley it would wipe my whole entry, so by now I've lost all of my anger and bitterness. I thought the anger and the bitterness was quite interesting...but oh well. :o
So as I was saying..I'm not liking boys...they make me mad, or at least they had been making me mad. Let's recap, shall we?
Thursday night I was having a quite peaceful time and I was on the phone with Tricia. Well all of a sudden that James fucker IMs me and wants me to hang out. I tell him I can't and it turns into this full out fight online. I hate that guy I swear, it's funny that he's the guy that I was talking about when I first started this blog. What a fucking loser. He pissed me off so much, and I even called him a bitch, and I have never called a person I was talking to a bitch. I swear if I see him at the mall or on the street or somewhere I'm going to run over to him take off my shoe and beat him until he cries like the little emo bitch that he is.
Then there's Mandoe, doesn't he get...the two of us will never hook up. That's just the way it is. I'm never gonna have sex with him. I refuse to. We are good friends and to have sex with him would be complicated but I told him never and he like tripped and got mad. OH WELL.
I tried to finally confide all my feelings to John, but he was treating my problems like the little high school bullshit that he thought they were. Little does he know the pain that I really hold in my heart. He has no idea who I am and who I have become. He says he's trying, but I don't think so. The only thing he takes interest in is himself and his girlfriend. Oh well...so much for having a great friendship.
Then there was Bryan. I was being irrational and girly and kinda upset cause he didn't call me when he got off post like he always does. Then when he responded to the text I sent him, he didn't even ask me how I was. It bothered me...but we did have a great convo online yesterday and today he told me that he missed me and he can't wait to get home because we're going to have so much fun. SIGH. Aww..man this guy.
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